i am very grateful to those who have helped me and understood me during the chalet. altho i tot i was supposed to book the chalet and that's it. but i just cant stop feeling stressed out by the money collection and entertainment level. i thank those who didnt say "HUH WHY SO EXPENSIVE. I TOT $20 ONLI BLAHH" and those who didnt say "WALAO THIS CHALET DAMN SIAN LAR SHOULDNT HAVE CAME" . hai. i guessed i failed :(((

i din tot i would have blogged bout this but i really need an outlet to vent my stress and unhappiness ):

thank you pple- win yvonne kaili haoting weijie nigel, thanks for staying thru the 2nd nite tgth w me. i was still thinkin if nobody stayed thru the 2nd nite w me den do i still need to stay thru it to check out.
thank you. altho its not my own party/chalet or any shit, i am really grateful that all of u are still there. it's really scary to recount how unhappy and stressed i was.

2e has always been a class which i am so damn proud of. but actually i guess i was quite wrong now. im just proud and glad that i made a few best friends there. and for those who turned up for my bdae surprise thing i really appreciate it. thanks win and ser for planning and ht nigel wj who accompanied them thru the surprise. seriously when i was told that actually the whole class was invited and only the few of them came, i cant stop myself from feeling upset. maybe i shouldnt have expected so much.

honestly i feel very very damn guilty when i have to get the $30 from those who didnt turned up for the chalet at all. but i really cant do anything else. i cant imagine if i raise the money to $35 each to make up for those who didnt turn up. the walaos and swearings will come slapping on my face again ))):

when i heard tt rj came all the way to the chalet just to pass me the money and left after tt i really feel bad too. im sorryyy ):

this is the most upset entry i've eva posted i think. pls do not leave tags scolding me again. i'm really afraid. imagine u really called up safra and the buffet caterer so many times to settle everything for the chalet and all u get was disappointment and disapproval. )))):

i guessed i was pretty much stressed the first day/nite. the bbq was entertaining. my best friends are still there (((: wheee. we had to much fun bbq-ing and talkin bout funny things.

2nd day, ys came and accompany cos he was pretty worried for me. i was really upset. we caught eragon and felt muchhhh better. he rocks (: thank youuu ((((((((:

ohhh. thank you 2nd day pple. thank you for cleaning up and arranging the messy chalet with me. thanks win, ht & jm u all helped me like soooo muchhh.. (((:

i hate asking moneyfrom pple. i hate it when i was having fun i still need to keep a lookout for those coming in and leaving so as to get money. money creates such crazy problems!

but anw i felt much better today alr.
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